So.. Nothing much has been up lately. Just the same usual thing repeating over and over again. I really hope this does not happen during the holidays. I really dont wanna waste this holiday.
Well, today was a fun day.
First, i went to school. I was left with bastian 'cause amos and sam did not go to school. Felt like sleeping throughout the lessons. I just realised that my Chinese teacher likes to call me to answer questions. -_-
Totally opposite of what amos said. He told me that if i joined dance, i would not have to answer any more questions or get scolded. -_- Gullible Jerome eh._.
Well, during recess, i saw amos and sam in the canteen. I was shocked. o_o. Later, we decided to go home after recess. Well, wasn't really worth it though.
I decided to follow bastian to cut his hair at avenue 8. When we reached there, we saw some teachers having their lunch just beside the salon. Second shock of the day. -_-. So, we decided to risk it and walk one whole round just to get to the salon. Guess what? The salon was closed. Closed...
Did not really do much during the afternoon though. Just managed to pull through with some family guy and tf2 with ben. REALLY BORING DAY.
Well, not to fear. I am here. Naa.
On the bright side, dance is on tomorrow. Whee!
Just hope that i will not get bored of it. Just like some people in my class. -_-
They use to say that they love dance. Now, they do not even wanna go to the cca trainings. Really changed how i view them as a person.
Secondly, i have been thinking quite alot during my quiet times. Whist sitting there doing nothing, i was thinking about my whole life in general, from when i left my first home to when i will rest in my last. I was watching XiaXue's guide to life and she said something that kinda striked me hard. She said something about having your youth only once.
I was thinking about that and well, things came into my mind. Hmm. I feel that if i were to die tomorrow, i would regret it. No, i did not take that from a song. While we are on the topic on songs, they always mention to live each day like your last. Doesn't really make any sense to me. I mean, i get what they are trying to convey to us, but is it really possible to live each day like my last? I often get under my blanket regretting the things that i have done or have not done that day.
Did not love my friends enough. Did not love my parents enough. Did not show enough respect to teachers, etc. Things like these would find me at night. I remember there was once, while i was at my brother's room, and i was just lying on my bed. He was still listening to songs, and he played some old song. I did not know what happened, but i just kept thinking about my childhood, the memories i had with him, my parents, everyone in general. I was really wishing hard to be able to get back to my childhood. To become a child once again. To be free of all worries. (Do not get me wrong, but i do not have any love related problems.) That moment of wishing felt so right. I just cried. While i was going to sleep, i cried. Ahh warm tears down my cheeks. Feels so good.
I guess that point that i am trying to drive at is that living each day like your last is not possible. You know, 'cause people would be raping, robbing banks, etc. I believe in living each day to the best you can. Love the people around you. Respect them. Treasure them. For you never know, they may not be with you tomorrow.
Yeah.
Just remember, if you need any help, Batman is here.
Me too.
PEACEEEE.
